Reblogged from suicideblonde
i hate pretending who i am. deep down im a fucking redneck that lives for shooting guns, hunting, driving jeeps and trucks in the mud, swigging beer and chain smoking cigarettes. i hated not being able to show people who i really was. if i started acting the way i felt earlier, years ago, i would have totally different friends, and a totally different lifestyle. when i grow up i have only one dream. i want to move to upstate vermont, be retired with a military pension, and just hunt and kill everything i need to survive. i wanna live in a handmade log cabin. there’s only 2 things my worthless fucked up father ever taught me; how to shoot a gun, and how to take control of your own life. im so relieved to be able to say for the first time, that my life is in my hands now. and im gonna do the exact opposite of what all of you people expect me to do. im going to live free.
this is why i joined the marines at a young age. so i dont have to put my wife and kids through this. ^^
(Source: chig78, via wereholdingontoafairytale)
